2022.01.17 16:32 Killer_Hybrid I’ve got a 6iv Shiny Japanese Ditto, what do you offer?
2022.01.17 16:32 smidovski 🎁 Drop your wallets
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2022.01.17 16:32 ezdabeazy In a really tough spot with my wd and am begging for help
Ok so to make this as succinct as possible I should start out by saying I've been in a wd for over a week now and I have gotten zero sleep from it so I'm sort of "frazzled" and all over the place - apologies for that.
I had a surgery in my teens that caused chronic pain. In 2018 I was given 1 month to be forced off of my opiates which I had been on at that time for over 15 years. I've never been in trouble with the law or with my doctors. I went ct off of a ton of opiates, literally didn't sleep for what felt like a month at least and then had 2 back to back seizures.
At the E.R. they were trying to write me a script to get me off of my opiates safely but I am an unfathomably stubborn dumbass and refused them. Then about 2 days later I felt another seizure coming on or something odd happening while I was in the shower that scared me to my core and I just tried to get my body to calm down and I promised I'd try and take care of it, since I hadn't slept for what seemed like months and was of the mindset that I deserved all the pain I was getting and it would begin to subside sooner or later. This straight. up. did. not. happen. I went well over a month and I still felt just as horrible if not worse than when I started. It was amazing tbh it was so much worse than any other wd I had gone through except benzo's that I consider it torture and that I have PTSD from the experience. Oh I lost my job and also was evicted during that time too since I couldn't work without my scripts. Like they planned to ruin my life is what it's felt like but it's from 2018 and I'm just trying to let it go and not hold a grudge.
Ok so the point of my post - fast forward many years later and I've been to a 'done clinic and got up to around 90mg/d. I then quit the clinic around 2 yrs. ago and now I get my stuff off the street. I hope that doesn't break the sourcing rule? I mean plz try to understand - I can get 1 140mg dose and pay $10 for it every week or I can spend all of the little money I have to go to a clinic that doesn't want me to leave. I'd be paying the same amount for 5mg that the person getting 240mg pays it's just a setup and doesn't make sense to me. I don't have the financial ability to do it anyways even if I wanted. Mods plz let me know if this breaks the rules and I'll edit this whole section out.
From the street 'done I tapered down slowly until May of this year where I got to below 10mg and stayed there. Over the summer there was an at least 10 day stretch of time where I took only 3mg or so of 'done and was pretty much in wd the whole time with a little reprieve in the morning so I could get basic life shit done.
Every time I would try and ct off I would be met with wd's that were just too intense to be able to keep my life stable enough.
Well now since last Sunday I haven't taken a dose. It's been the weirdest wd I've ever experienced it's really confusing me...
I've used a lot of diazepam, weed, and other downers to try and help me get through it. It's actually been going ok, even great tbh, but I'm having the problem that always screws me up which is that my back gets completely fucked from wd's due to the no sleep and the aches, failed surgery etc.
I'll "panic dose" but only 5mg's or so. It's just such a horrible head game to feel bad for wanting a day of "rest" so I can work myself to the bone that day while completely exhausted to not be evicted or not have enough money for food. Then the next day I got wd's again. I know I'm preaching to the choir but, fuck.. Like I hate this life and have for years and years now but I cannot get off this methadone. I've been to the other side of wd's from so many other opiates but nothing is as horrid to get off of as this methadone. It doesn't rival benzo wd but wow does it suck....
I am having a hard, stressful difficult time. Like I haven't slept for days now except for these little blips where I would knock out and wake up in pain. I'm at a loss as to what to do and was wondering if there is anyone out there who knows of a hotline I could call (that isn't just trying to get me admitted to their rehab for $1,000's of dollars that don't have) or anyone I could get in touch with that can help me through this? We are in an opiate epidemic but I couldn't for the life of me find a "suicide hotline" type of thing for people who are having a horrible time with opiate wd and need to talk to a professional about it. The best thing for me imo would be to talk with someone who understands methadone wd while in chronic pain but really anyone who can shed some light as to where I am and what I should do with the above info given would be appreciated.
I had 3 different ppl in my life that I could confide in and discuss what was going on with my pain and medication but one died from complications of his pain condition a few months ago, the other lost their scripts in 2018 and is homeless in the streets somewhere probably getting opiates illegally (I hope you're doing ok bud....) and another blew his head off when he couldn't get his scripts back after Pence's opiate task force went full cruel and unusual in our state - but that's a totally different discussion that I don't want to have.. I just don't have anyone to run my thinking by to get a second opinion and a different perspective. I think we can all agree that this is really necessary for wd. This is what I'm hoping to achieve with this post.
So I'm just begging for someone to give me some help. An old dopehead that knows how this is and can help me gauge where I'm at in this wd would be wonderful. I'm doing great in one aspect but horrible in another and there's a constant looming fear of not having enough money for food or rent that racks up my anxiety like nothing else.
Again sorry so long! I've tried to trim this up but I'm just not all there rn, sorry so fragmented and all over the place I'm really grinding my gears hard but feel like I just have to reach out somehow, even if it's just this rant of a Reddit post.. I never even post so I apologize for this I just feel very desperate right now and I need someone to help me orient my mind right.
I appreciate any help anyone is able to give. Peace.
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2022.01.17 16:32 pdp_8 My brief, sad experience with Dasher Direct
Signed up for it because why not - I have a separate bank account I use for my Doordash income anyhow so figured this was less friction. LOL. Wrong.
Anyway, card takes two weeks to arrive, meantime I'm just forwarding my earnings from dasher direct to the old account which is fine, couple days lag wasn't hurting me. The physical card arrived and activated, I was able to use it fine for buying gas etc.
Last night I hit a really exciting milestone: I had earned enough to pay off my car loan. Went to use the Dasher Direct card to do it, declined. I looked in the app and there was plenty of money in there but not all of it had posted, went to bed unworried. This morning I got up and all the funds had posted in. Declined again.
I called the number from the app and it was just the regular Doordash support hotline. I waited on hold with them (it's about ten minutes right now) and was told that I had to call in like this and they would forward me, which they did.
I listened to hold music for 20 minutes. Then there was a break in the hold music. Then other hold music came on. I listened to that for 20 minutes. Then I hung up and paid off the car loan from the other bank account, emptied my Dasher Direct funds into that account, and switched my payment back to the old bank account.
Like Dasher Direct could be cool if it didn't decline for no obvious reason and if it wasn't impossible to reach anyone who can help with issues. But those two are showstoppers and I'm not going to trust my money to those jabronis since they can't seem to manage the basics of "how to be a bank."
tl;dr: Don't use Dasher Direct. They haven't got their shit together.
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2022.01.17 16:32 bitcoinmx ¡Synthetix (SNX) llegó a Bitso! ...
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2022.01.17 16:32 FearingGarlic48 Corsair fan lighting
I have a single Corsair SP120 fan connected to a corsair rgb hub, which is connected to SATA power and connected into a port on my lighting node pro, but I can’t use iCUE to change the lighting on my fan through the lighting node pro. The fan only lights up with one green and one blue light. Am I doing something wrong? My mobo is an Asus Prime B450M A-II.
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2022.01.17 16:32 sunkissedpenguin help please
my commercial income spikes from $27k to about $60k randomly from time to time. it only lasts about a few seconds before dropping back down again. i also noticed some areas indicated they were "happy" before the spike occurs. any advice on what i should do?
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2022.01.17 16:32 rayrayin2023 Musician Weeps as Taliban Fighters Burn His Instruments in Public
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2022.01.17 16:32 SoccerLiveGoals VIDEO: Milan 1-2 Spezia - All Goals and Highlights 17/01/2022
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2022.01.17 16:32 TheCatOfWonderland Voices
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2022.01.17 16:32 Willing-Clock-8884 Lyna Perez - Pink Silk - Hottie - Lynaritaa
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2022.01.17 16:32 Super_Nectarine_9627 Does anyone know of any videos that show good examples of group therapy sessions in a school setting? I would love to see an example of a group session that runs smoothly to get some ideas…
2022.01.17 16:32 OpticHalum What Collectables Are You Buying Multiple Of?
2022.01.17 16:32 Kvothe_the_kingkilla Stim case trade gone from Therapist
2022.01.17 16:32 summerson89 AspX weapons loadout for trading defense
Looking for advice on weaponry for an AspX. Been using a Type 6 for trading but with the frequency that interdiction attempts happen and the larger cargo capacity of the AspX plus greater weapons capacity I'm planning on trading the Type 6 in on it. I won't be seeking out trouble with it, just open firing in defense should an interdiction be successful. Also what shield would you use? ECM and Chaff will be equipped. Thanks in advance and o7 Commanders!
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2022.01.17 16:32 TaleForger CartoonNetwork made a Blair Witch Scooby Doo remake with a great ending that no one saw
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2022.01.17 16:32 Bruceb1973 Father Figure
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I'm a 50 year old married man, that has been in the lifestyle for the last 20 years. I have made a lot of friends in open marriages, in the LGTBI community, and with local sex workers. I have earned the trust of these people, because I don't talk about our private time together. Recently, I have gotten involved in fetish roleplaying with a few lesbian and gay couples. I have the body type and look for their roleplaying, plus I don't judge them for what they want. The couples that I have been working with, have at less one submissive type in the relationship. I take the role of a domineering father figure, that humiliates the submissive partner. I don't have sex with either partner in the relationship, I'm just the primer. I humiliate the submissive partner until they are super turned on, sometimes I leave or stay to watch if that's what they are into. I enjoy the roleplay and I take that energy home to my partner.
2022.01.17 16:32 mexanarocked I present to you my best cooking attempts of last year
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2022.01.17 16:32 rickyhusband Gang Starr - Robbin Hood Theory (1998)
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2022.01.17 16:32 GeneralTomorrow6504 Learn to play more flexible instead of forcing a comp for better top4 rates! Requires great knowledge and fast late fame transitions, so if you're maybe Diamond and above, try this to climb even higher!
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2022.01.17 16:32 Sharteria Heartbeat bug is still a thing. I hate hearing loud heart beat sounds ALL match long. Congrats guys, it's been a year of this...
2022.01.17 16:32 Um_retardado_burro I defeated the EoC on my master mode world, now the brain of cthulu awaits
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2022.01.17 16:32 thethaosocc Link xem trực tiếp trận Bologna vs Napoli, 0h30 ngày 18/1
Hãy cùng Thethaoso điểm qua những link xem trực tiếp trận Bologna vs Napoli, 0h30 ngày 18/1 để có một trải nghiệm xem tốt nhất.
xem bài viết chi tiết tại: https://thethaoso.com/link-xem-truc-tiep-tran-bologna-vs-napoli.html?feed_id=21748&_unique_id=61e5c45adc457&utm_source=Reddit&utm_medium=Th%E1%BB%83%20Thao%20S%E1%BB%91&utm_campaign=FS%20Poster
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